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Interests: I am very interested in school, going on out-of-town vacation trips with my friends, hangin' out, going to malls, surfing the net. I like zombies. I wanna be a forensic scientist someday.
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Thursday, January 08, 2009

my bb is depress

he is amazing.. i can't believe that he is that deep. he is more than what he appear to be.. i love him. he wrote recently...

>>To be honest, a lot of things have changed these recent years, so I’ve had to change as well to adapt, and there are many things that I must endure.


I will be firm

I act on my own beliefs…

And bravely walk forward.<<


 

baby, i am here for you even if you don't know.. thats how much i love you..


Wednesday, January 07, 2009

A 60 QUESTION survey about your crush

What do you love about him? [yes or no]
eyes: yes! his eyes pierce my soul
hair: of course. whatever color it may be. he changes it alot
personality: bingo! he's funny, energetic, deep..
smile: ahh.. i just fainted. hell yes!
voice: hmm not so but he is hot though
talent: god yes
Now for the questions about him.
Does he play sports?: of course soccer!
An instrument?: e-guitar. he played during his childhood
Does he get good grades?: average. he hates math
What's his favorite music?: um.. i don't know what is his first choice is but i believe he likes bb and in terms of genre he likes rock musics
sport?: soccer. he's great at it.
drink?: red bull energy drink. he drinks a lot of this. this is kinda bad for ya health you know.
color: black i guess but sometimes i think he also love red
does he have any siblings?: 1 younger bro
Now questions about you + him.
When was the last time you saw him?: today
Have you ever hugged him?: nope
kissed?: i wish. that would be the day.
held hands?: yea right. nope.
When was the last time you thought about him [before this survey started]?: like a min before
When was the last time you thought about him and smiled?: um.. i believe simetime this day
The last time you thought about him and cried/got really upset?: hm. last month? didn't really cried..
What makes you think of him?: songs. nothing in particular.
When's the next time you'll see him?: whenever i like
Be HONEST: how much older is he than you?: 3
Do you know where he lives?: exact place? hell no or else i'll be there
[If he doesn't] Would you stalk him if he lived close enough?: hahah im not that kind of girl but i have tendencies
Are you both the same race?: we are both in HUMAN race. we're boh asians
Same nationality?: haha. nope he's jap, im a fil
Same sex? [dear lord I hope not.]: luckily, not
Does he laugh at your jokes?: err... if ever he would hear it... i hope so
Do you guys actually TALK?: noooo... we couldnt even understand each other. i'm working on that though. hehe. learning jap is tough!
Are you even friends?: no but we could be. if ever we're given a chance to
Are you a TV show romance [you love your best friend + never tell]?: hate drama. but i don't easily confront my feelings. i tend to keep it at first but make sure to tell it at the end. don't want to make the same mistake in this lifetime. once was enough.
Do you have an inside joke?: sadly, none.
Have you ever slept/laid down on his bed?: waahh.. in my dreams.
The first time you met
First thoughts?: you look like a girl!
Did you make a fool of yourself?: i think i will.
Where were you?: infront of him
Did he remember you the second time?: he hasnt even seen me
Questions about how he acts when he's with you..
Do you ever find him looking at you randomly?: he doesnt even know i exsit.
Does/Did he ever ask what you do when you aren't with him?: if someday we would meet, i hope he will
Does he encourage you?: i know he will, if we are close.
have you ever had an everyones around but he's the only one i see moment?: everyday.
Your friend's view on him.
Do they think he's cute?: some. some are just mean. some just wanna irritate me.
Do they like him?: not all of them.
Would you still like him if your friends didn't?: ofcourse. fight to the death.
Do people say you guys should go out: i wish they would.
Is anyone jealous of the time you spend together with him?: ha! i wish i was with him. i bet there willl be. lots.
How many friends have you told about your crush?: everyone. can't stop talking about him. they are sick of me. look at me, answering this. i cant stop, can i?
Last Questions
Do you ever wonder if he thinks about you?: i bet no. he doesnt even know i exsit, but once he do he'll think of me forever.
Do you ever wonder if he likes/liked you?: if i meet him.. i'll think about that, definetly.
Are you desperately loving/missing him?: yesss for every min of the day.
Do you dream of him?: everynight. if not, i force myself to. haha

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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.!

well at least some of us are having a wonderful time at the start of a new year.

me? i'm pissed of.. well the 2009 has bearly even started yet, everything is going bad.. i was thinking that my 2009 should start a lot better and to start off i'll write more happy and postive blog entries.. but nooooo.. here i am writing yet another emo or lashed out blog! err so fraustrating.. anyway.

i had a fight with my younger sister. no details needed. lets not dwell on that. someting about her being madamot/ selfish.

next!

i was waiting the whole day for the countdown of 2009 not in our country but in japan! hahaha! well for my LOVE but!!!!! i found out that he was not even included in the countdown of the company he was in! i mean what the hell is that all about?

Mr. J! you pisses me off. its not enough that you are the MJ of your country but to exclude my LOVE??? who died and made you king. argh. he's done everything for you. worked for you, dedicated his whole life for you. gosh. and to not acknowledge him as part of your stinky company! --- that is just too much.

you don't even debut him! what is the matter with you??

im so sad.. thinking of what kind of emotions he's going through right now... poor baby.

well.. there goes my 2009..

i miss him... i feel crappy.. i'm getting fatter each day! and school is about to start. arck. life sucks.

well happy new year everyone! CARPE DIEM!

hope your new year dosent suck that way mine does.

quote of the day: "im so gay i couldnt even think straight" lolz a lot hahaha


Tuesday, November 11, 2008

i've just found out what a horrible leech you are! im so stupid for ignoring the signs, for not listening to others who sees more than i do. i was blinded by the act you put up, the fakeness that you impart. i was glad that i have ended the friendship before i found out what a trash you are. the scar you've caused does not nip me any longer but what about the hurt you've cause who stills considered you as their friend and that pisses me off. we share the same crowd, the same environment i have to live with that, i tried to be civil around you and all but what you did puts the situation to the next level. you are a fungus that annihilate that you come in contact with. bitch, let me tell you this your own doing will only destroy every human part of you, if you have any and your mouth as big as the opening in hell does not not only emit the bad smell of your fallacious words but also the stench of the evil that you represent. stop pretending to be someone who cares for you will ever care about is the gossips you hear from people you use. i feel so sorry for those people who still thinks what you are not. i see only one future for you and that is, you're done for. i can see right through you now and i tell you i'll be ready if ever you cross me again.   

what me decided to stop being your friend?

first, you never accepted the fact that you wronged others. you never say sorry. get off your high horse and apologize dammit. You taunt others but when it does to you get pissed instantly. hey dumb ass don't you know the saying don't do to others what others don't want to do to you. you better deal with this. You are too enclosed in your own world so when others accidentally say something that offended you, you get upset and the other person don't know that he/she has done something and without warning you ignore that person and technically that person is in baffle of the situation. at least have the decency to tall that person that you are upset so he/she can apologize, not that you have a dispensation for it compare to the shit that you do. you lie yur ass off! i was pretty much surprise with this one because i only found out about this recently. before, even if we werent friends anymore i had a little respect for you because like it or not we had something that more than normal friends had but now that respect has dispersed and no amount of sorry can ever bring it back again. but nevertheless you owe us some aplogizing! be human for once in your life and apologize.

whew. thats all. i hate being a hater i feel so tainted. i blame you.


Friday, November 07, 2008

no title yet. help me figure out one.

At a dinner party where every table is enjoying themselves except for one,

That table.

That table over there, which is reserved for those who call themselves VIP.  

Where everyone’s attention is centered; where the finest are seated.

That table almost everyone wanted to belong to. Everyone. Except for those two. 

There they sat. Seated face to face, although they’re no longer together they looked at each other as if that time they spent apart didn’t exist. They have different partners now.

She with his best friend and he with an older woman.

She sits there quietly, looking at those eyes that only sees her. Eyes that once were hers.

He stares back. He couldn’t look away. He tried yet failed. He remembered the time when they were still together. It brought tears to his eyes.

He was hurt. He was left behind.

He got up as the tears flooded his eyes, he didn’t let her see it

But she knew.

She went to follow him in the terrace. He had his back turned against her. She ran to him and hugged him from behind. He turned around and hugged her back.

Tight. Tighter. She could barely breathe. Nevertheless, it comforted her. As she gasped for air it seemed as if she were gasping for his lost love.

He suddenly pulled away. Her voice cracked “I did it for you.”

He said, “It’s not what I want.”

She stared at him, stunned and teary eyed. "It was what you needed."

“Don’t tell me what I need. I needed you and you left me.”

“I couldn’t give all of me, not while I was still broken. Don't you understand? What good am I to you broken?”

And then they were silent.

This was their stolen moment. It was rightfully theirs and yet it was not.

“We have to go, hon” the other woman said to him. He was standing in the middle of the crossroad. He had two choices, to stay or to leave, but like a blind man -- he left.

As he walked away from his past and put his hands on the shoulder of his future,

She mournfully thought as she watched them walk out:

“He couldn’t understand. Impossible.”  



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